I’m about half way through learning the notes of current project. Noticed my hands just sort of get tired at end of tricky sections and stop playing accurately - immediately where liszt puts forte coda ye shall not pass shite for extra pain.
Question is, should I pursue floppy handed preserve strength stuff, or train to power through with more reserve somehow? If so how?
Dunno last time I played a real piano it seemed loud and unpleasant. Also facerape cash time relative. 2/3 of folks last less than 2 years there. Goal is to be a prostitute just long enough to buy a modest city condo for cash. Then it’s right to food stamps and state medical, perhaps take a roommate to cover basics while I do sweet beautiful nothing for a while.